Up to now this has been somewhat of a private blog. But there are various blogging challenges I can join and if I did, I would have the opportunity to gain some readership for this blog.
But if I do that, I can never go back. This blog will be public, and Bil, in a way, will go public with it.
I don't know if I want to do that to him. I have the right to do whatever I want for myself. But Bil can't give informed consent. It's as simple as that.
I think I made up my mind writing this post. I stay private. I don't have any right to expose Bil to the world. He doesn't know that I am writing this blog, and I don't think he would have the capacity to understand what I am trying to accomplish.
So.....isn't it funny how you can expose yourself to the world on a blog but still stay private.
Is there anybody out there in a similar situation to me?
I guess I will never know.